Grateful For You

As I sit here  reminiscing about the memories and life experiences, we have shared the past forty-six years it as it has always been, easy, and filled with  love. But today is different we both know that today will in all likelihood be the last time we see each other. It is so hard to think someone that was so filled with laughter, love, and joy, is the person that is before me now. As I take your hand and gently squeeze it, you smile gently at me knowing exactly what I am thinking. I am unsure how much time passed before we spoke again. Soft smiles fills the room that is engulfed in pain. I love you sweet girl we each say to each other.

Today I am so incredibly grateful for you, the laughter you brought into the world, your craziness, and your ability to survive whatever life brought your way. I am not sure how the world is going to manage without your bigger than life presence, I hope that your parents are there to greet you, I know that heaven will be a lot happier and brighter when you knock on the door. I love you; Robbie more than you will ever know… till I see you again. Rest in peace beautiful soul rest in peace.