It's The Little Things In Life That Will Kill You

I don't suffer from insomnia or have any trouble sleeping, I never had.
Yet, I have taken some type of sleep aid EVERY single night since before the year 2002.

Why you ask? Because the pain I feel when I lay down to sleep is to much to endure, so I take a sleep aid wait till I am dozing off and then lay down to sleep.

That way the time I feel the pain of laying down is minimal, because I usually fall asleep within minutes.

But the ordeal before going to sleep is a nightmare nighttime ritual that I have come to hate.

Take a big drink, swallow and take the pill and swallow and wait.....

Feels like it went down, I go lay down and it comes back up, you see my throat is narrowing due to the bone growth in my neck and makes it hard to swallow things without them getting stuck.

This little blue pill is my pill from hell.

Who would think something so little could cause so much trouble to have you choking and strangling to death, but it's the little things in life that get you and every night its a little pill that about does me in...

One day...

But today I am grateful to have this pill because without it I wouldn't be able to endure the pain of laying down to go to sleep.