Thursday, April 19, 2018

Stuck In The Middle

Today I feel like a fraud...
My own words come back to haunt me...
Your best is your best...
You are not what happens to you, you are what you choose to be...
I can't seem to hear my own words...
My best isn't enough.
Today I chose to be a quitter.
I wanted to just delete everything...everyone...but I didn't...
I just said I needed a break... a break from everything because the truth of the matter is I am struggling to find reasons to stay. I am struggling to continue with this.
I haven't even managed to find the strength to type out the words to make a garden of gratitude post at all this year.
My garden is dying as is my soul.

Today I am grateful that instead of quitting I decided to write this post.


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