I Survived

Today is the last day of the year….

To be honest the year 2017 should have been classified as a domestic abusive relationship…

One minute it was the best it has ever been and one minute it brought me to my knees…

The interview with Dan Reynolds came back to bite me in the AS s several times, especially the part about remembering you are not what happens to you, but what you choose to be… and your best is your best… period.

Talk about having to put your money where your mouth is! Well 2017 was bound and determined to make me a hypocrite or not live up to my own beliefs and it almost managed.

I spent most of the year hating myself, mad at whatever power had made my life this way.

Every amazing accomplishment and blessing ended up being tainted by pain and tragedy.

I learned that I was or nor will I ever be super woman and I was not as strong as I once thought I was.

I promised myself that if I made it through this year with my heart, soul, body and mind in tack I would never look back and only carry the blessings with me to the next year.

And that is exactly what I am going to do…

2017 you are finally coming to an end… and believe me you were no friend but yet you were in some ways the best year of my life.

Today I am grateful for each and every single moment of 2017 and that I survived.